Fortune Teller

With a little smile or maybe a hug

And she sweeps away any gloomy bug

As the cards stand guard who she is

The secrets will show another little miss

But there's never a moment is she ever fake

Feisty yet kind a great mother she'll make

So emotional blackmail, life is way too short

Whatever the desire, no compromise she does retort

Yet clever is the key word for my little pretty

And sweet too like a white chocolate cookie

Dreams and wishes packed into a bundle

With enough time to live and mingle

So lovely, the distance you travel maybe long

But sing with it like your favourite song

Time may test your strength again and again

But have courage till you reach your end

If there was anyone that I could depend on for a supportive shoulder and a creative viewpoint then this is my girl. I love her to bits and will cherish our memories. Happy Birthday, darling..

Aphrodiety

The Girl from My Past and Future

Can I talk to you

Is it a bad time

What do you think

You sure its fine

She starts to speak

As the words flow

She may not be sure

But wants you to know

And silently so

A bond begins 

And before you blink

There's a change within

Whats more to ask

In a lifetime like this

As we embark

On friendship bliss

Fights and feud

Dont change at all

But nothing is easy

Yet we have a ball

So friend of years

Its time to shine

Show the world

The heights you climb

Happy Birthday to my friend, cousin, foe and fan. You mean more to me than I can say or that I can show. Thank you for being there and I wish you all the happiness in the world, now and the years to come.

Another Rose In The Bouquet...

As I have mentioned, I wanted to introduce you to some of family/friends. I have been a bit slack but I now introduce to you another jewel of mine.. She is my best friend, my guide, my psychologist, my groupie, my PR agent, my advocate and my adversary.. My Inspiration To Love..


Moana Pacific House

The creeking door makes known to all

The caretaker has not come since last fall

The cobwebs inside shine in the light

As darkness looms large on that foggy night

A whisper, a giggle and dry leaves make a stir

Footsteps can be heard as she comes closer

Then "Bang" opens a door, forever unlocked

One that was closed for whomever that knocked

As she scans the place, she notices a toy

A little dusty but cute and says "Oh,Boy!"

With her smile so bright and warm embrace

Even the lifeless bear has a smile on his face

With her positive energy sans any fear

Her caring hands wipe away any smear

She looks at the bear and cuddles it tight

"I'm here for you" she says in the night

The cobwebs start to fall and sun shines through

As the house becomes a home to someone new

Her presence changed everything for all to see

This is the home inside a heart for her to be

The years may pass and the house much older

And the lines of age become much bolder

But the door remains unlocked for her even now

As this friendship remains much like a vow.


I know its not much since she has been a part of my life for 9 years now but the experiences and emotions that I've been through with her is something that I can't explain but make her a significant person in my life. Love you,B.. for life..

A Tattooed Rose

I wrote a piece called My Inpirations To Love and said I'd introduce a few of these reasons to you. But in all honesty, I don't own that phrase myself. The girl behind who I am today is now not so close but her impact will always remain the same. She is the reason I have felt, experienced and enjoyed so many things in my life. She is my inspiration.

Moo Moo

A shadow lingers in the afternoon light

As your thoughts remains in my mind.

What was a reality is now a dream,

And a connection is hard to find

The memories are still filled with laughter

Flashing before my eyes, now and again

As your presence left no place untouched

While the fear of losing you creeps in

As efforts to regain a momentum shatter

The facts stand before as clear as day

There was never a reason to begin with

But that never stopped us from play

Now times maybe rough and rigid

But however far this may go

History has been written in stone

For anyone to read and to know

This post is in dedication to a girl that I have known half my life and will forever be grateful for her being there for me. She is a reason that I was looking for and a path that showed me the light. Missing you, Moo moo.


I've been asked why I say that she is not so close anymore. Its just that life has us going in different directions that hasn't allowed us to spend the time we used to. I'm not finding fault in this as that is life but it seems to have put a strain on the friendship. I guess this is my way of letting her know that I'm sorry if I have neglected her or not shown how important she is. No matter what, she will remain a major factor of my life and all we need is another chance to meet again. For old times sake.

Broken Ties

It's amazing how life takes you on a path you never expect. The way friendships turn out. The ambitions never attained. The achievements that seemed so simple, after time. My personal favourite is the unexpected friends you lose.

You don't mean to lose heart when bad things happen and you certainly don't intend on getting a big head when good ones do. But it happens. Regardless of how I felt at that moment, I am trying to get into the habit of giving each their due credit and, understanding you get what you deserve. Once again don't get me wrong, I am not trying to preach godliness or karma although that is my belief. But after screaming, throwing tantrums and making a general fuss, if you didn't study for your HSC exams, you're not going to get the ranking you to be a lawyer! If you put all the effort for an interview to keep your sweetheart happy but you didn't get the job, then your sweetheart has not right to leave you because you tried sincerely. (In that particular situation, I would say that person never deserved you in the first place)

After denying it for a long time, I finally admitted to myself that I was not wanted by someone in my life. No matter how much importance I gave/give them, there is something that was needed that I couldn’t fulfil. But I cant go doing things just for them to want me again. If I work hard I can change many things that I find wrong in my life. But is that possible for friends too? Some things just don’t have a solution.

Odd reference I know but I watched a telugu movie called "Kick". Now instantly it appealed to me because of the cast but I found the name odd. Anyway, I watched it and beyond the madness of Raviteja's character, the awesome songs and the fact the Tamil remake "Thillalangadi" with Ravi Mohan sucked because he wasn't as crazy, I loved the concept. A man that lived his life on his terms. That is, he would only do things that gave him happiness or a "Kick". Now this maybe an average storyline to some but it's something that I would love to be able to do in real life.

The number of people in my life that have inspired me continues to change. Some inspire me to love, some to learn. One particular girl inspired me to write. Thats just simple stuff. Imagine if you could get away with doing only what you loved. How would those ambitions that you didn’t attain look like? What about those unexpected people that you hate or love? I mean, if you were granted that chance, would this unexpected turn of events exist? Would the insecurity of oneself exist?

I am the queen of insecurities but even I understand what I can do, some others cant. And I am happy. Finding that balance between your inner demon and your inner god is hard and it takes time. But one thing I know. If you are going to leave, I will question but if you don’t tell me why, I will take it that you were never meant to be there for me.